Tag: broken trust

  • Quiet Mourning

    Quiet Mourning

    Quiet mourning
    Waiting for a sight
    In the silence of the night
    When I forget to be a mortal
    Renouncing every earthy property
    In my deep slumber of sorrow and despair
    Forgetfulness is welcome in my heart
    As long as I can breath

    Quiet mourning
    Like the one of a creature made of marble
    In the middle of the wilderness
    Abandoned to my fate
    As nobody would dare to pay attention
    As I become a wandering spirit of the night

    As I dream, everything is surreal
    And I own only my loneliness and misery
    Having burnt every desire and expectation of mine
    I get ready for my burial in the garden of disgrace

    Having lost so much
    Left with castles of sand and decay
    I left illusions to guide me into the realm of deception

    Wandering aimlessly
    I didn’t find myself
    I lost my heart being laid to rest in the graveyard of memories
    I was dead
    I had no desire to be among the mortals who betrayed and plundered me
    With their ugly depravity and hideous horribleness

    I deserted all of them
    I fled the world of banality and deceit
    Not interested anymore
    I aimed to new realms and wisdom

    Hovering among shadows and ghosts
    I embraced my quiet mourning
    My stillness that made of grief and distrust
    Conscious that everything was destined for an end

    Merit and prices were far away
    As I was cast astray by the brutal chance
    In the silent cemetery of lost hopes.
    Lisa

  • Bleeding Flowers

    Bleeding Flowers

    Bleeding flowers bloomed in the garden of decay,
    Where the soil was soaked in blood and tears,
    Obscene dreams were made of darkness and despair,
    Surrounded by the scent of indecent nightmares.

    A storm of horror and darkness overwhelmed the garden,
    A blast of fragments of fear tormented the bleeding flowers,
    Under the distress of obsession and madness,
    Leaving crystals to shine bright only in the dreams of delusional romantics.

    Beneath the twisted branches of hollow trees, shadows danced in dread,
    Laments of forgotten souls stirred the stagnant air,
    The stars could not glow anymore, as phantom’s ghostly stares,
    Ropes made of spider webs were woven through the madness, a night beyond decency.

    In this surreal realm where nothing pure remained,
    Lovers’ vows were buried deep in graves of dust and sand,
    The bleeding flowers wilted, bound by cursed chains,
    In a world consumed by rot and broken trust.

    Some delusional hearts still dared to hope,
    Being beauty still ruling in those nightmares, fleeting delusional visions,
    The garden bound them in its deadly scope,
    Its embrace was an eternal, cold, and empty trap.

    Bleeding flowers with crimson petals and leaves,
    Their thorns were long and sharp, ready to hurt those admirers of their beauty,
    With their invisible grimaces, these ethereal blossoms pierced
    Feeding themselves with blood and tears.

    Gone desires were just doomed memories of delightful instants,
    Doom and decay fed the garden of dilapidation,
    A hopeless existence was the life of dead trees and bleeding flowers,
    Not anymore could have been rescued from that eternal doom.

    Not even wraiths, not even phantoms, were able to wander in that terrible garden,
    The garden of beauty and blood where the most dreadful agony ruled supreme,
    And time stroke each second like a spasm of agony.
    An endless nightmare of abhorrent darkness.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • A Sour Betrayal

    A Sour Betrayal

    A sour betrayal in a time long past, in deep shadows,
    Where secrets lay, and sorrows slept,
    There stood a mansion of ancient stone,
    A place where bitter winds had blown.

    The walls were cold, the air was hazy,
    With memories that made hearts sick,
    Of love once bright, now turned to ash,
    In the wake of sour betrayal’s lash.

    Sighs and cries had filled the air,
    Promises made with tender care,
    But trust was broken, hearts were torn,
    Leaving behind souls forlorn.

    In every chamber and hallway, silence screamed,
    Of broken dreams and hopes redeemed,
    By pain that lingered, never fled,
    A sour betrayal, darkly fed.

    The garden where roses bloomed,
    Now lay in shadows, deeply gloomed,
    Each petal withered, touched by grief,
    A reminder of love, all too brief.

    Mysterious portraits with downcast eyes,
    Stared blankly at the clouded skies,
    Their painted smiles, now masks of woe,
    Reflected tales of long ago.

    The once warm hearth, now cold and dead,
    Held ashes of words long shredded,
    Of love so fleeting, never sincere,
    Now dead leaves in the night’s cold dew.

    A sour betrayal echoed down the halls,
    A ghostly reminder of love’s fall,
    Each instant a memory of the day,
    When trust and hope were stripped away.

    In the attic’s dusty gloom,
    Where sunlight never pierced the room,
    A letter lay with words of pain,
    A final note of love’s disdain.

    By candlelight, it had been penned,
    A lover’s promise met its end,
    The ink, now faded, still revealed,
    The sour betrayal, unconcealed.

    The clock’s slow ticks marked time’s cruel hand,
    A steady beat, a sorrowed strand,
    Of moments lost, of nights in tears,
    Of dreams destroyed by silent fears.

    The house stood in ghostly light,
    A monument to love’s lost fight,
    In shadows deep, where sorrow crept,
    The tale of sour betrayal slept.

    Echoes of giggles rang,
    In haunted halls where shadows hung,
    Of days when love was pure and bright,
    Now cloaked in the eternal night.

    The mirror in the hallway’s gloom,
    Reflected nought but endless doom,
    A visage marred by time’s cruel jest,
    A once whole heart was now dispossessed.

    Curtains drawn, the windows wept,
    For promises that were not kept,
    The rain against the glass pane sighed,
    A sorrowful song of love that died.

    In the corner, an old chair stood,
    A silent witness understood,
    The weight of memories, sorrow-spun,
    Of days when two had loved as one.

    The cellar door, once tightly sealed,
    Now opened to a past revealed,
    Of whispered lies and secret trysts,
    Of love’s betrayal in the mists.

    The wind outside began to wail,
    A mournful tune, a woeful tale,
    Of love once cherished, now despised,
    Of trust betrayed, and hope capsized.

    Through every crack and crevice there,
    The essence of despair and care,
    Seeped into the night’s embrace,
    A bitter taste, a cold, dark place.

    The moonlight cast a silver sheen,
    On remnants of what had been,
    A love story, twisted, broken,
    By sour betrayal’s silent token.

    The attic held a chest of dreams,
    Now shattered by deceit’s dark schemes,
    The letters, trinkets, memories dear,
    All tainted by betrayal’s smear.

    So, in that mansion of ancient stone,
    Where bitter winds had always blown,
    The tale of love, once bright and clear,
    It was stained by betrayal’s darkest hue.

    In every chamber, the shadows wept,
    For promises that were not kept,
    The echoes of a love gone sour,
    Resounded in the midnight hour.

    The house, a tomb of memories,
    Of broken hearts and lost decrees,
    Became the legacy of love’s demise,
    A sombre tale beneath the skies in disguise.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

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