Tag: cloudy

  • My Obscure Sides

    My Obscure Sides

    My obscure sides are so numerous that they cannot be contained by the vastness of the ocean. If someone sought to know them, I would say that I am only made of darkness, for no light remains within me.

    Beneath a cloudy night sky deprived of stars, I wander in my loneliness without any moonlight shining over me. Embracing my fears, uncautiously I explore all my darkest secrets.

    Bold and reckless I explore the most hidden recesses of beauty and mystery. I love to dance alone in the coldest winter nights under the cloudy sky. I love to be mad and foolish and never care about the consequences.

    I’m a courtesan and a poet, embracing my most feral self. I often forget my name and I don’t fit in any box of comfort and conventions. I’m free like a butterfly flying from one flower to another one.

    I adore being stroked by the frost wind and pierced by thunders of passions, feeling the poundage of my incubi on my body during my respite.

    My obscure sides hide quietly in the shadows of my heart. I’m bound forever to darkness and sorrow. Indeed, I’m dressed in an exquisite gown made of grief and tears.

    I love to indulge in my decadence and I love to lie languidly on a bed of flowers contaminated by the dust of decay. Broken like a shattered crystal gem I dwell in absolute silence, inside my dark chamber made of anguish.

    I love to fantasize and live in my absurd dreams. I’m a living paradox and an oddity outside the ordered realm of standard society made of entities who are already lifeless.

    Embracing the chaos within myself, I sink into the abyss of darkness, wrapped in a cloak of sorrows and illusions. Chained by invisible bonds, I get lost in the labyrinth of my imagination.
    Elisabetta

  • A Cloudy View

    A Cloudy View

    A cloudy view of skies of grey and blue,
    Where dreams ensued,
    A vast canvas where thoughts renewed,
    Clouds lingered in silent cue,
    Painting stories, both old and new.

    Soft whispers like morning dew became a symphony of shades,
    A timeless brew,
    In every shadow, a tale to construed,
    A cloudy view, forever enlightened.

    Through mist and haze, the world eschewed,
    Boundless horizons for desires to rescue,
    In every wisp, a chance to pursue,
    A cloudy view, a life to imbue,
    In the labyrinth of fate.

    Above the earth, where eagles flew,
    Where secrets lay and dreams accrued.
    In whispered winds, the past imbued,
    A cloudy view was a rendezvous,
    A bliss of light and darkness.

    Each cloud a verse, in skies so purple,
    A realm of hopes, both old and new,
    In every fold, a spell to hurtle,
    A cloudy view for fortune and misfortune,
    Soaring storms of wild seas.

    Tempests of oceans and winds,
    In twilight’s embrace, where dreams were pursued,
    And stars aligned, in heavens’ view.
    In the dimness, the night imbued,
    The eternal kingdom of stars.

    For in imaginary clouds, a world was construed,
    A bubble of illusion, both false and true.
    In every shape, a lore to reveal,
    At every instant,
    Forever dreams and nightmares.

    What else could have been saved?
    Only the ethereal emptiness.
    We have to surrender to the infinite abyss of darkness.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • I Surrender To My Senses

    I Surrender To My Senses

    I Surrender To My Senses

    I surrender to my senses
    as I wander nowhere
    even my shadow left me alone
    in my loneliness, I live
    in the world of illusions and dreams
    there is no place for rationality and logic
    everything is absurd
    everything is upside down
    no need to explain anything
    I don’t understand anything anymore in this life
    confuse and alone
    my heart doesn’t find peace
    my soul is in pain
    and I feel dizzy
    because in this absurd life
    to be loved is a rare gift
    weak and disoriented
    not anymore a bright star
    just a dark fragment of a faint star
    waiting for a sign from the firmament
    which is dark and cloudy.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

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