My Song Of Despair
my song of despair
hopeless I wander in the labyrinth of the cold indifference
I live in my utopian reality
which is pretty different from the world out there
I am such a fool dreaming all the time
happiness faded away like a dead star
disillusion shreds my heart into pieces
not so much to do
a cruel fate awaits me
it is so difficult to be loved
my soul cannot overcome despair and sorrow
the blades of anguish pierce my heart
and all that remains
are the shattered pieces of my soul
my shadow parted away
leaving me in frozen loneliness.
Esther Elizabeth Racah