I Surrender To My Senses
I surrender to my senses
as I wander nowhere
even my shadow left me alone
in my loneliness, I live
in the world of illusions and dreams
there is no place for rationality and logic
everything is absurd
everything is upside down
no need to explain anything
I don’t understand anything anymore in this life
confuse and alone
my heart doesn’t find peace
my soul is in pain
and I feel dizzy
because in this absurd life
to be loved is a rare gift
weak and disoriented
not anymore a bright star
just a dark fragment of a faint star
waiting for a sign from the firmament
which is dark and cloudy.
Esther Elizabeth Racah