Tag: free verse poem

  • The Haunted Clock Tower

    The Haunted Clock Tower

    The haunted clock tower arose at the edge of the small town,
    A relic from a bygone era, tall and spindly in power,
    Its shadowed spire reached towards the sky,
    Casting long, eerie shapes as the night slipped by.

    The clock, once a symbol of progress and light,
    Hung silent, its hands frozen at midnight,
    People never spoke of it, only silently,
    For it harboured a presence that chilled to the bones.

    Its interior was a maze of rust and decay,
    With oil and neglect filling the air each day,
    Narrow stairs creaked underfoot in the gloom,
    Leading to darkness where the pendulum loomed.

    At midnight, the silence would shatter and fade,
    By a faint chime that seemed distant and played,
    Cold air grew colder, and fog would seep in,
    Swirling through cracks where the old clock had been.

    As the final chime echoed through the night,
    A ghostly figure appeared in the dim light,
    Dressed in a flowing gown, with fair hair,
    Their dark, gloomy eyes stared through the air.

    Among these ghouls was the spirit of a young maid,
    Who loved the clockmaker, but fate betrayed,
    She leapt from the tower, her grief bound tight,
    Her soul was forever cursed to haunt the stormy night.

    Tales told of her form in the windows seen,
    Her longing eyes and sorrowful sheen,
    Her voice on the wind, a chilling, soft cry,
    The tower’s gears groaned as if to reply.

    Brave wanderers ventured in at the witching hour,
    Felt an overwhelming despair, a ghostly power,
    Saw glimpses of her flicker, a spectral flight,
    The chime of the clock brought shivers of fright.

    At dawn, she would fade, and the silence would return,
    The clock stood still, its message unturned,
    A sombre reminder of love and hope lost to time,
    Her haunting presence became an echo in rhyme.

    The folks did not dare approach but kept their distance,
    Avoiding the haunted clock tower with spectral persistence.
    Some spirits were bound too deep to ever find peace,
    Their sorrow remained, and their echoes never ceased.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • I Wanted To See What Was Not Real

    I Wanted To See What Was Not Real

    I Wanted To See What Was Not Real

    I wanted to see what was not real
    I swam in the deep waters of deception
    now my eyes are wide open
    and the past is as present
    I see everything all over again
    just as it happened yesterday
    and nothing remains to me
    just a miserable shattered mirror
    the stars suddenly went out
    leaving me alone with my thin shadow
    tears run down my face
    darkness around me
    the cold wind cuts my body
    and as I wander in the wild obscurity
    flowers fall from the trees under the shape of flames
    burning every part of my body.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • The Stars Fall From The Firmament

    The Stars Fall From The Firmament

    The Stars Fall From The Firmament

    The stars fall from the firmament in a whirling dance
    I want to lose the capability to desire
    I only want to dream of being set free from my passions
    And wander away
    Flying fairy
    Like a butterfly in a garden of violets and lilies
    I live a silent life made of poetry and books
    I communicate with people through my poetry
    The rest of the time, I am silent
    My silence can say many things or absolute nothing
    It depends on the sensibility of the others
    I might appear a cold person because I am timid
    I try to protect myself from men who have so much interest in me
    Interest that I don’t reciprocate
    It is challenging for me to have an enjoyable time outside
    It is like I don’t have any right to take a simple walk
    Being constantly bothered in the streets.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • The Obscurity

    The Obscurity

    The Obscurity

    I will hide in the darkness
    The obscurity will be my sweet alcove
    Where my pains will be my delightful pleasures
    Love is burning inside of me passionately and devotedly
    It is an immortal flame that pierces my heart
    How many lives I will need to live to find my peace
    The darkness strokes me gently and slowly
    And it saves me from my insanity
    My heart aches, pounding foolishly
    In the euphoric desire to find true love
    A starry night is all I need at this moment.
    Esther Racah

  • I Am Made Of Crimson Roses

    I Am Made Of Crimson Roses

    I Am Made Of Crimson Roses

    I am made of crimson roses
    Crimson like the blood that ran down my thighs
    Each time I have been grabbed
    And each time, my body has been exploited
    My body had always been the trophy of a cheap and crazy hunt
    Treated like a wild animal to be brutally tamed and subjugated
    I had to lose my mind
    I had to lose myself
    To survive that ferocity
    My body has always been guilty
    I was the witch to burn for a sin I never committed
    Hence a part of myself died
    Each time it happened
    Like a violent thunderstorm
    Which inexorable dominates the sky with a destructive force
    Being a “female” like I have always been defined
    Following the zoological nomenclature
    I was supposed to obey and fulfil my duties of slave and prey
    Because I was just a docile doll
    My intellect and my soul were useless furnishings
    As my lips are stained with red wine drops
    I realise that I have been a victim and captive of my foolish naivete
    I have not been able to protect myself
    So much desire I had
    To be loved passionately
    Seeking an ethereal love I couldn’t find.
    Esther Racah

  • My Grief

    My Grief

    My Grief
    I lost my father in October 2019
    Having to cope with grief and loss is complicated
    Almost every day, I struggle with my anguishes
    Vulnerable as I am
    Encounters always took away a part of myself
    People never understood me
    Tears run down my face like sparkling gems
    Strange and mysterious they say about me
    Different could be a word that definitely defines me
    All the time, I faced dreadful beings
    Nothing can give me back what I have lost
    Death of a part of myself had been necessary
    I would have loved to fly away for an indefinite time
    How many times I had to suffer and be sad
    A lot of times, my grief fractured me
    Violence destroys everything day after day
    Exhausted, I built my sandcastles
    But I destroyed them afterwards
    Empathy is what they missed when dealing with me
    Eternal love does not exist since everything decays
    Nobody has ever loved me
    Reasons are impossible to understand
    And I can be sure that
    Perhaps I might rely on my dreams
    Exceedingly hurt emotionally and physically
    Disquietingly grief is all that is left in my heart.

    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • She Is Lost In Her Mind

    She Is Lost In Her Mind

    She Is Lost In Her Mind

    She is lost in her mind
    She might be weird, but she couldn’t be otherwise
    And sometimes she would pass days hiding under a sea of blankets
    Every mirror of her house would be covered with drapes
    Being too afraid to see her reflections
    Avoiding being seen in the streets
    She was concealing her face with her long locks
    Nobody would know her voice because of her silence
    She was dreaming every single day, living in her own imaginary world
    Sometimes overthinker and melancholic
    And sometimes too much aware of her own anguish
    She doesn’t belong to the society she lives in
    It is like she was born on another planet
    And all the humans around her, far and near
    They were just aliens to her
    Her dreams were, are and always will be her pleasures
    Because she always has been made of stars.
    Esther Racah

  • Daydreaming

    Daydreaming

    Daydreaming

    And she was daydreaming of an ancient castle and rose gardens
    Wearing a gold and silk gown and a tiara made of shining stars
    Around the neck, a string of pearls was illuminating her pale face
    She was surrounded by crystals, paintings, silver mirrors and ancient furniture
    The moon was shining in her magnificence, and the roses were in full bloom in the garden
    Her own dreams enslaved her
    She could not exist outside her visions
    Every time she was crying in the garden, a rose blossomed
    Every time she was dreaming, a star was glowing
    She aimed to love and be loved
    Nevertheless, she was imaginary because she was made of her own dreams.
    Esther Racah

  • A Lonely Star In The Universe

    A Lonely Star In The Universe

    A Lonely Star In The Universe

    In the light blue sky, the clouds move fast as the wind passes through them
    In the same way, I feel emotions wander rapidly in my mind
    And they move incessantly and frantically like chaotic clouds
    My mind is a light blue sky, which sometimes becomes dark
    Occasionally numbness and stillness can block my emotions
    I feel my invisibility increasing with time
    It’s like I disappear in the emptiness of the insignificance and blankness
    I struggle to bright like a lonely star in the universe.
    Esther Racah

  • Like A Porcelain Doll

    Like A Porcelain Doll

    Like A Porcelain Doll

    And it was like in a nightmare
    While I was lying inert on a cold bed like a porcelain doll
    I could not conceive why those things happened for a reason
    Maybe I was too naive to realise such closeness
    Perhaps I was too childish to protect myself
    Letting the submission paralyse my mind

    It never mattered who I really was
    It never mattered what I really desired
    Because the most important thing was social etiquette and fulfilled other’s desires
    I had to embellish myself like a porcelain doll
    I had to smile with my elegant dresses and impeccable makeup devotedly
    Some pretty bow in my long blond hair and a sumptuous dress as a daily routine

    I was empty, and I could not find myself
    Being constantly busy to be submissive and amiable
    Exhausted and broken
    I was never good enough
    And then, I had to lose myself
    Becoming who I was expected to be

    The echo of my silence was loud in my mind
    The only place where I was feeling safe
    Respect and love were remote chimaeras
    The coldness around me was freezing my heart
    My feelings being trapped in a desperate endeavour to be loved
    And trying to piece together scattered fragments of myself.
    Esther Racah