Tag: madness

  • Chaos And Obliviousness

    Chaos And Obliviousness

    Chaos and obliviousness enveloped a realm ruled by eerie fog, where time stood still,
    Turmoil reigned supreme against every will.
    The clocks ticked backwards, the sunsets were at dawn,
    The reality was fractured, and sanity was gone.

    The paths twisted and turned into labyrinths,
    Shadows moved in a trance, in a perpetual daze.
    Voices echoed in alleys like whispers of dread,
    Of entities unseen that always drew near.

    A carnival arrived with a dark, eerie flair,
    Its lights were a beacon in the thick, murky air.
    The trails were distorted, mirrors showed lies,
    A funhouse of horrors beneath darkened skies.

    A jester with a smile painted in red,
    Led the unwary to the realms of the dead.
    His laughter was hollow, his eyes void of light,
    A harbinger of chaos, of endless night.

    The oblivious townsfolk, unaware of their plight,
    Danced through the chaos, blind to their blight.
    Each night, they dreamed of a world far away,
    But awoke to madness that wouldn’t go away.

    The town’s clocktower chimed a discordant tune,
    Its bells tolled the doom beneath the pale moon.
    Among chaos and obliviousness, reality crumbled, dreams intertwined,
    In a maze of havoc, where nothing was kind.

    An old book was found with pages torn out,
    Its words held the key to what it was about.
    But the lines were in riddles, twisted and dark,
    A puzzle of madness, a chaotic mark.

    This was a realm where disorder reigned,
    And the lines between dreams and reality blurred.
    In the heart of chaos, oblivion lay,
    A kingdom where the lost found only their cries.

    In shadows of madness, in the whispers of night,
    The land remained bound in its own strange plight.
    Its fate was sealed in the fog and the dark,
    A never-ending loop, an eternal, eerie spark.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • Flowers Of Stone

    Flowers Of Stone

    Flowers of stone shone under the stars,
    In a moonless night of despair and anguish,
    With a sense of emptiness after lost delights.

    The future showed a promise of betrayal and death,
    In the garden of obliviousness and disdain,
    It could have been a sign of dust and destruction.

    Flowers of bones lay beneath a hollow tree,
    Ancient, like the empty sky quilted with tears and sighs,
    Unpleasant to look at, as under a wicked spell.

    A glimmering seal of dreams and illusions became the portal to endless magic,
    Fading away like a cloud of smoke,
    Prematurely falling into the forgetfulness.

    Magic madness to escape horror and dismay,
    Casting spells over the infinite emptiness,
    Where the imagination is the only saviour.

    Stupor of mind when the darkness swallowed every light,
    Hallucinations of ethereal beauty and mystical delight,
    Lost in the labyrinth of dreams, where reality bent and twisted.

    Under the infinite gloominess,
    Whispers of ancient lore filled the night,
    Weaving tales of yore,
    While, in the stillness of shadows, dreams soared.

    Stars shimmered above as a celestial vision of bliss,
    And in the garden of time, echoes of memories were traced,
    While arcane secrets were revealed in the wind’s embrace.

    Amidst the murmuring trees, where shadows silently ruled,
    Fragments of longings lingered in the night’s obscure realm,
    In the abyss’s deepest caverns, memories were engraved.

    In the depths of solitude,
    Through the veil of illusion,
    Where time was excluded,
    Mysteries lay secluded like flowers of stone inside a cryptic vault.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • A Life Backwards

    A Life Backwards

    A life backwards,
    Without sense and without hope,
    All wrong,
    All right.

    Inverted existence,
    Senseless void,
    Hopeless journey,
    Chaotic order.

    Backward strides,
    Lost in time,
    Searching for meaning,
    In the chaos of existence.

    Glimmers of purpose,
    Amidst the madness,
    Fragmented truths,
    In the labyrinth of life.

    Shattered dreams,
    Scattered fragments,
    Lost whispers,
    In the abyss of oblivion.

    Inverted tale,
    Lost and found,
    Backward steps,
    In silent sound.

    Senseless void,
    Where hope resides,
    Chaos reigns,
    In unseen tides.

    Lost in time,
    Strides reverse,
    Meaning sought,
    In tangled verse.

    Amidst the storm,
    Purpose gleams,
    Truths obscured,
    In shattered dreams.

    Scattered pieces,
    Whispers fade,
    In oblivion’s grip,
    Memories cascade.

    A life forwards,
    With sense and with hope,
    All right,
    All wrong.

    Conventional existence,
    Meaningful void,
    Hopeful journey,
    Ordered chaos.

    Forward strides,
    Found in time,
    Creating meaning,
    In the order of existence.

    Brightened dreams,
    Connected fragments,
    Found whispers,
    In the heights of recognition.

    Conventional tale,
    Found and lost,
    Forward steps,
    In resounding sound.

    Meaningful void,
    Where hope resides,
    Order reigns,
    In seen tides.

    Found in time,
    Strides forward,
    Purpose sought,
    In clear verse.

    Amidst the calm,
    Purpose gleams,
    Truths revealed,
    In whole dreams.

    Connected pieces,
    Whispers remain,
    In recognition’s grasp,
    Memories emerge.

    A life spinning,
    With madness and despair,
    All tangled,
    All clear.

    Disjointed existence,
    Void of reason,
    Journey without end,
    Chaos unchained.

    Twisted strides,
    Lost in the void,
    Hunting for meaning,
    In the madness of chaos.

    Flickers of purpose,
    Amidst the chaos,
    Shattered truths,
    In the maze of madness.

    Fractured dreams,
    Scattered shards,
    Echoes lost,
    In the abyss of madness.

    Chaotic tale,
    Found and forgotten,
    Backward leaps,
    In the cacophony of silence.

    Senseless void,
    Where despair thrives,
    Chaos devours,
    In the invisible whirlpool.

    Lost in time’s grasp,
    Strides backwards,
    Seeking nonsense,
    In twisted prose.

    Amidst the tempest,
    Purpose fades,
    Truths hidden,
    In shattered illusions.

    Scattered fragments,
    Whispers vanish,
    In oblivion’s grip,
    Memories dissolve.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • Madness And Passion

    Madness And Passion

    Madness and passion were committed to ardor and fancies in a daydream of eternal discomfort and ineptitude
    Nights of elusive glimpses of eternity faded with the revelation of enigmas and secrets
    The mere wisdom pretended malevolence would have been transformed into fair knowledge in the vast ocean of light and darkness
    The shadows of reason and doubt were trapped into chests of remembrances
    The immense lake of silence was shining under the dazzling wilderness of dreams
    Beauty and splendor were locked into the amphora of delirious blisses
    Glowing clouds poured rain of silver and gold specks of integrity and decay
    Whilst magic crimson magnificences were overshadowed by sorrow and sadness
    A lovely twilight of promises was perturbed by gelid winds of betrayal
    Time followed the path of solemn silence amid murmurs of memories
    Turbulent vanities dreamed of odd and radiant loveliness in a slumber of senses
    In the midst of silent nights, the most terrible temptations burned beautiful thoughts and expectations
    Struggles of fervor and delirium fell into an ecstasy of dreariness
    Beloved devotions turned into flickers of bitterness and curses
    An inextinguishable flame glowed with unpredictable and unexpected desire
    Passionate and dreamy swoons were overwhelmed by fragility and vulnerability
    Shadows of dismay embraced the obliviousness and nothingness
    Whenever persistent longings clutched hearts abandoned at the mercy of solitude and indifference
    Sadness found a haven in the contemplation of metaphysical hopes.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • Dark Nightmares

    Dark Nightmares

    Dark nightmares of morning glow
    They were rising like a gentle breeze
    Like heavy clouds begun to wander
    Across the infinite horizon of my sight
    The pleasant summer nights faded from my memories
    Till the moon came gently down and my eyes gazed a far candle
    In a dark chamber of grey stones
    Remembering the sunny weather of the past years
    I never ceased to build my castle
    Writing down broken notes

    Dark nightmares
    As all the visions from a distant past are gone
    And now my nightmares are glued with pains
    When memories become dark, the whole world disappears
    Cold dreams are like the frosty winter wind
    In time I must flee, and my voice becomes true
    As long as I’m alive and anguish pricks my heart
    I live in a dim silence
    A lotus grazes my imagination
    Still lost within myself

    Dark nightmares of my senses’ slumber
    The long loneliness of my heart
    Moments lost in the world
    Like shadows of a dream
    Not a breath in my own mind
    Thoughts belonging to the labyrinth of my soul
    Far in the mist
    Lying deep inside of myself
    My wishes do bother me
    Every time I glimpse the pain in my heart

    Dark nightmares drag me to the infinite abyss of despair
    So dismal and cold is my soul that it became dead
    I’ve grown so restless in sorrow
    While nothing in my life occurs but silent dreams
    The sky is only a cold essence
    And I am forever lonely
    I walked through the darkness with a blue wind hitting me
    Like tiny daggers slashing my skin
    When a hasty storm broke the clouds into dust
    Hushed by a mournful silence, I embraced my everlasting grief.

    Dark nightmares and illusions
    They came and shed darkness
    While each memory bent my emotions
    A swarthy shudder whispered unrevealed secrets
    A sea of fire emerged at the sound of my tears
    Madness and dismay became my consolation and comfort
    Fleeing from an insane lodging
    In a fleeting moment where fragments of my soul were scattered in the cold gusts of indifference
    Buying busy weeping my broken dreams
    When the shadows of the clouds cast a spell on me.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • Without Laudable Expectations

    Without Laudable Expectations

    Without Laudable Expectations

    Without laudable expectations
    When bliss overcomes a temporary melancholy
    In a disillusioned numbness of the soul
    No dream can endure so long time
    And everything becomes ephemeral
    Every single expectation is kept in a sacred shed
    Once all the dreams are swallowed by oblivion
    Hollow trees of humiliation stand in front of the ineptitude
    Shallowness wandering towards inertia and madness
    After the senses have fallen into a deep slumber of unconsciousness
    Only dreary expectancies would touch the sadness for just an instant
    An instant of sacred anguish that would eternalize every trembling passion
    And when the darkness pierces every realm
    Every disgrace becomes a blissful solace.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • The Darkness Is My Kingdom

    The Darkness Is My Kingdom

    The Darkness Is My Kingdom

    the darkness is my kingdom
    I lost my voice and my wisdom
    nevermore I will be the same
    madness is the only reasonable way to survive
    oblivion is what I need
    to find peace
    no reasons
    whatever floats in my dreams
    it is totally nonsense
    my mind became ashamed of the mirror of my soul
    abashed and confused.
    Elizabeth Esther Racah

  • Running After Illusions

    Running After Illusions

    Running After Illusions

    Running after illusions
    Being unable to cease to dream
    Falling into the trap of deceptions
    My life is a simulated existence
    I feed myself of illusions
    I don’t want to see the reality as it exists
    Running after the madness of poetry
    And hiding there
    My secret flower garden
    My dark safe haven
    Where all my dreams are real
    And where nobody can find me
    Because I like to hide and become invisible
    Becoming the spoils of a ghost that doesn’t exist anymore
    Losing myself in the labyrinth of the obliviousness
    After all, I am only the projection of a dream
    Being not real.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • An Inextinguishable Flame

    An Inextinguishable Flame

    An Inextinguishable Flame

    It burns me inside like an inextinguishable flame
    The desire for unpredictability and unexpectedness
    Passions and dreams induce me to explore my unconsciousness
    My fragility and my vulnerability are the shadows of my dismay
    The more I know about myself, the more I want to embrace the obliviousness
    The more I learn, the more I become doubtful
    Whenever I embrace the risk of losing what I care about the most in life
    Persistent aches grasp my heart, and I abandon myself to the madness of my senses.
    Esther Racah

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