A motionless dream
And a new dash.
Just then and so
I am writing
In my life’s way.
It is not to
As I have written
Reading
This life by any means.
The way
Of being in a state of forsakenness
Is uncertain
Similar to the nothingness
Which doesn’t endure permanently
So many fractions can be found in me
Even more diversified than my thoughts
And everything will end up
Breaking into fragments
Even though once it has been whole as a soul.
In a motionless dream
The ocean breaks down,
And I fall down in the quietness.
In my soul’s dreams
I do not know where or when
Whenever a world is hidden;
Of all the visible things
There is nothing better than
A motionless dream
That has left all that’s gone.
A motionless dream
Of nothing, I should have lost.
I wish to breathe into it.
It was like the wind-song
When it was on my head.
Not a single shadow
But darkness, at this very moment,
And more than anyone
Who doesn’t know if you are born?
Is what could be thought
Not always
On Earth or outside the universe,
Everything has been lost
No apparent transformation, even so, has ever been.
Esther Elizabeth Racah
Tag: nothingness
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A Motionless Dream
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A Silent Dream
A Silent Dream
A silent dream turns to dust
A strong illusion ascends the flame of memories
A whisper suddenly shuts the surrounding emotions
A cold mist touches a fragment of an instant
A meaningless wish melts into a burning mystery
The empty night appears as an unknown memory
A blurred silence breaks the chain of a hidden consolation
The contemplation of a shining shadow nestling a dreary destiny
The time is entwined with a surreal blooming deception
A lost light gently falters in the space
An intangible wind let the envious struggles fall into the nothingness
A desperate glow and a devoted tear tremble together
The wondering cloud shines its unfortunate secret
Whispered with an incredible sorrow in a dead eternity.
Esther Elizabeth Racah -
The Nothingness In The Realm Of Dust
The Nothingness In The Realm Of Dust
The time encloses a sorrow
The wind touches a breathtaking and dazzling rainbow
A cloud entwines an unending instant
The obscure sky burns the emptiness
The nothingness in the realm of dust is endless
A siren enfolds a sacred whisper
A renegade fate spoils my dreams
The imperfect night shimmers in the candlelight
The dust devours a dreary reality
The nothingness in the realm of dust is gloomy
A shining light melts my surreal dreams
The absurd intricate destiny appears meaningless
A broken secret blaze hides whilst glowing
A fragment of a star wanders in the realm of dust
The nothingness in the realm of dust is infinite
A lasting distorted sorrow swirls like a dark waft of smoke
Seductive memories belong to the time that falters in the mystery of the darkness.
Esther Elizabeth Racah -
I Will Eventually Disappear Forever
I Will Eventually Disappear Forever
I will eventually disappear forever into the shadows of my past
I will ultimately fade into those disturbing remembrances
Which disfigured me from the beginning of time
My soul will dissolve into nothingness
I will be a non-entity
An image without reflections or shadows
On certain days, I am captive of my grief
Some type of grief never leaves the soul
It is a silent pain that makes the heart heavy as a quartz orb
It is a silent cry in the middle of the night
So subdued that not even my shadow can hear it
Anguishes and regrets
They are so ruthless
That they cut my soul with their sharp blades
Life is merciless
I have to trust only myself
Many times I had been deceived
And only disappointment was the result
Betrayal is a constant reminder of my solitude
Suffering and delusion
Nothing else
Like a wound that never heals
A broken heart whose countless fragments are scattered in the immensity of the universe
And there is no longer any amend.
Esther Elizabeth Racah