Fragments of vanished dreams were hidden in my secret garden, where I passed my nights crying bitter tears of grief and frenzy. Without a doubt, I was not surprised when the decrepit windows shattered as the impetuous wind made them sway in a rhythm that reminded me of a funereal elegy. The ancient clocks of my antique manor ticked each minute as if I were on the verge of waiting for some spectral visit to announce me dreadful revelations. And so the nights passed although I didn’t notice how fast time was proceeding since the day I lost all my cherished treasures, of which all that remained now were fragments of vanished dreams. Not enough tears could express the devastation devouring my heart viciously with a destructive passion. Affliction tried to softly soothe me as if the only way to embrace sorrow was to become despair myself with all the dismay I could possess. I wandered aimlessly near the small lake, which mirrored my mean-spirited mansion beneath the veiled countenance of the moon while hiding behind a shroud of dismal clouds. I desired so badly to smell the black flowers of vengeance, which adorned my garden once upon a time. Tired and torn my heart was aching with the utmost distress in the middle of a gathering of ghouls, which chaperoned me slowly like shadows from the Otherworld. No longer was I waiting for fate to alter the course of tumultuous events that ricocheted through my existence. My imagination was leading my yearnings astray into the abyss of oblivion, so discouraged by a chaotic mess of unfair fears. Alas, without any hesitation, I dared to attempt to free myself from that grip of oppression, but every endeavour of mine was in vain. Nothing had remained in the sacred place of my secret garden but fragments of vanished dreams, of which only memories faded by the mists of time remained to me.
Elisabetta Esther
Tag: spectral visions
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Fragments Of Vanished Dreams
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The Doomed Spell
The doomed spell of the underworld was cast on me
While I was wandering in my silent ways on a summer night
Resentment and fear were far from me but the danger of death was following me
Like an ominous shadow behind me
Ready to decide when my end was going to happenAnd suddenly, like a storm in a clear sky, horror manifested itself before me.
And, to all my fears, a bewitched and gigantic carriage, guided by a demon who struck blows upon his demonic horse with sharp teeth and a spectral gaze,
a carriage populated by spectres, spirits and skeletons, all assembled as in a gathering.My long dress became soaked with mud and earth as I crossed this road of disgrace and death.
And behold, the spectral coachman with his evil gaze headed directly towards my person to put an end to my existence, unleashing all his strength and aggressiveness and violence against me, and I almost perished — death brushed me, if it hadn’t been for a miraculous touch that diverted my figure from such horror.Shaken and bewildered, I relived the miracle of life, of rebirth, and it was there, in that fleeting and transient instant, that I was born again, assuming a new identity, even if my appearance had not quite changed — but my heart had become of bronze, copper and silver.
The moon shone high in the night of storm and serenity, and the echo of my horror and of my spasms of fear and distress spread through all the firmament, making the stars hear my tale of misery and miracle.
The doomed spell ruled over my mad destiny and had crumbled like a kind of majestic castle.
It is splendid, but within it, my gloomy, shadowy soul was falling to pieces.
And, filled with sorrows more than joys, it was crumbling apart under the weight of life — and of that night of nightmares and atrocities.
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Fragments of Pang
Fragments of pang had been what remained after the storm of betrayal and deception,
Having destroyed every hope and delight in the garden of dreams and desires.
Beneath the silvered sky, where shadows twisted and writhed,
The mournful wind sighed through the trees, whispering the names of the dead.Tears had fallen from broken statues, their faces frozen in an eternal lament,
As vines of despair coiled around forgotten graves,
And the moon had cast its pallid glow upon the crumbling walls of forgotten chapels,
Where echoes of dismal laments lingered like ghosts in the mist.In that desolate place, where time itself had seemed to abandon its course,
The air was replete with sorrow, heavy with undisclosed secrets.
The raven had perched high above, its eyes reflecting a darkness deeper than the night,
Watching with cold indifference as ghouls wandered aimlessly below.No solace had been found in that ruinous haven,
Only the faint murmur of lost hope, swallowed by the abyss of time.
The candles that once burned bright in the halls of joy had long since flickered out,
Leaving only the void to claim what was left of a shattered heart.Amidst the ruins, a sculpture had stood cloaked in mourning,
Its face hidden beneath a veil of grief,
Waiting, always waiting, for the return of what was never meant to last.
And so the night had stretched on, endless and unforgiving,
As the world slowly forgot everything, what had remained within those walls were only fragments of pang.The ancient doors had creaked, their hinges rusted with centuries of neglect,
Opening to a hall draped in shadow, where silence reigned supreme.
Cobwebs had veiled forgotten portraits, faces blurred by time’s cruel hand,
Their eyes had seemed to follow, scrutinising, though none were left to speak.Each stair step seemed to bend through the emptiness, a faint reminder of those who had tread there before,
Doomed to wander, searching for deliverance in a place forsaken by light.
The stained glass windows, splintered and dim, had wept colours long faded,
Casting spectral hues on the cold stone floor like fragments of a shattered past.A faint susurration had dwelled in the hollow corridors—
It did not belong anymore to any living entity but only to broken vows and wrecked promises.
Words had been lost in the wind, although the pain had still lingered in that eerie domain,
A haunting refrain of love betrayed, of hearts sundered by the cruel hand of fate.There, beneath the weight of centuries, the walls themselves had seemed to whimper,
As if they remembered every misery that had passed within their embrace.
The ceiling, a vault of darkness, had offered no stars to guide the lost,
Only the oppressive heaviness of forgotten dreams trapped in endless night.Beyond the hall had lain a forgotten vault where stones and crystals had stood vigil,
Like haunting faces turned heavenward in silent, mournful invocations.
But no utopia had answered their plea; the sky above had remained as cold and indifferent
As the graves, offering neither comfort nor release.There, the cold soil itself had seemed to breathe with ancient dread,
A slow, shuddering sigh beneath the feet of those who had dared to tread.
Gravestones had tilted and cracked, their inscriptions worn smooth by the passage of time,
And, all those mortal names had been forgotten; their suffering had remained etched in the wind.Fragments of pang had wandered, lost among the tombstones and ruins,
As solitary wraiths in a world of decay, bound to the pain of what once was.
Since in that place, time had held no meaning, no mercy, only the endless march of despair,
As the night had stretched on, unyielding, beneath the weight of a cruel and cynical fate.
Esther Elizabeth Racah