I Can Be Everything I Want
I can be everything I want
I can be nothing at all
I want to believe in illusions
I lose control of my mind like in a dream
Beyond the bounds of the time
I can float free in a chaotic ocean
The waves of a sea which is made of dreams
The dreams which follow me eternally
Even in the most profound desolation
Invisible as I am
Invisible as I feel to be
My voice is like the sound of a tiny raindrop
Falling into the deep and dark ocean
Nothing matters to me anymore
My thoughts and my words are insignificant
Thoughts that cause me to get lost
I can be everywhere I want
I can be nowhere at all
But only in my dreams
Where I can finally be myself
Anyone else but me can witness this illusion
My illusion which I call a dream
And which allows me to survive.
Esther Racah