Tag: mournful silence

  • Dead Longings

    Dead Longings

    Dead longings in the hollow of the heart,
    Where love once bloomed, and dreams fled,
    Now echoes fade, they fall apart,
    As night devours, the final thread.

    The garden where desires grew,
    Is withered, choked by endless frost,
    What once was bright, what once was true,
    Now whispers only of what’s lost.

    Forgotten are the hands that clung
    To tender hopes now turned to dust,
    The songs unsung, the hearts unstrung,
    All broken by the weight of rust.

    The wind that stirs the barren plain,
    Brings memories of joy undone,
    Dead longings, cold as rain,
    Now linger like the setting sun.

    No flame remains to pierce the dark,
    No fire to warm the frozen earth,
    For what once burned, a fleeting spark,
    Now dwells within the arms of death.

    The silence sings a mournful tune,
    Of distant days and vanished bliss,
    The stars that crowned the moon at noon
    Now, sleep within the cold abyss.

    What meaning lies in dreams long dead,
    In hopes that time has been stripped away?
    Dead longings, their stories fled,
    Now swallowed by the fading day.

    The house of longing, long entombed,
    Stands crumbled by the march of years,
    Its halls, once bright with life consumed,
    Now echo with forgotten fears.

    Upon the mantel, cold as stone,
    Lie relics of forgotten times,
    And dust has claimed what’s left alone,
    In silence thick as ancient crimes.

    No wind, no glimmer, no ardour remains,
    Just shadows of what used to be,
    A wasteland forged by grief’s cruel chains,
    Where once-beating hearts now cease to plea.

    Desire, now a ghostly call,
    Beckons from the tomb of the past,
    Faded desires feel their fall,
    A flame too weak, too dim to last.

    In haunted dreams, these longings stir,
    But never wake, they never rise,
    Dead longings, a fading blur,
    That lingers in forsaken skies.

    What’s left are shadows, dim and faint,
    Of passions now forever sealed,
    A heart that once could dream and paint,
    Now leaves no wound, no scar revealed.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • Dark Nightmares

    Dark Nightmares

    Dark nightmares of morning glow
    They were rising like a gentle breeze
    Like heavy clouds begun to wander
    Across the infinite horizon of my sight
    The pleasant summer nights faded from my memories
    Till the moon came gently down and my eyes gazed a far candle
    In a dark chamber of grey stones
    Remembering the sunny weather of the past years
    I never ceased to build my castle
    Writing down broken notes

    Dark nightmares
    As all the visions from a distant past are gone
    And now my nightmares are glued with pains
    When memories become dark, the whole world disappears
    Cold dreams are like the frosty winter wind
    In time I must flee, and my voice becomes true
    As long as I’m alive and anguish pricks my heart
    I live in a dim silence
    A lotus grazes my imagination
    Still lost within myself

    Dark nightmares of my senses’ slumber
    The long loneliness of my heart
    Moments lost in the world
    Like shadows of a dream
    Not a breath in my own mind
    Thoughts belonging to the labyrinth of my soul
    Far in the mist
    Lying deep inside of myself
    My wishes do bother me
    Every time I glimpse the pain in my heart

    Dark nightmares drag me to the infinite abyss of despair
    So dismal and cold is my soul that it became dead
    I’ve grown so restless in sorrow
    While nothing in my life occurs but silent dreams
    The sky is only a cold essence
    And I am forever lonely
    I walked through the darkness with a blue wind hitting me
    Like tiny daggers slashing my skin
    When a hasty storm broke the clouds into dust
    Hushed by a mournful silence, I embraced my everlasting grief.

    Dark nightmares and illusions
    They came and shed darkness
    While each memory bent my emotions
    A swarthy shudder whispered unrevealed secrets
    A sea of fire emerged at the sound of my tears
    Madness and dismay became my consolation and comfort
    Fleeing from an insane lodging
    In a fleeting moment where fragments of my soul were scattered in the cold gusts of indifference
    Buying busy weeping my broken dreams
    When the shadows of the clouds cast a spell on me.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

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