Existence
Nobody notices who I really am
How I feel and which thought touches my mind
Like the wind which caresses the tree chimes waving in different directions
As they would find some stability for a fraction of time
And then rapidly they would switch their positions
Because that is their intrinsic nature
Change is the way nature and humans try to survive
Nothing is sure, and instability is the only certainty in this existence
Despair is the reaction to a reality that cannot be changed
And which must be accepted once we can change ourselves to avoid pains
Our inner pains induce a change in our lives
When life makes us struggle or despair
Despair leads to our internal improvement and strength
We wouldn’t improve without despair
We wouldn’t reach a higher level of our self-consciousness
Existence doesn’t involve stability
Each time we get to a stable state
We lose peace and certitude
To ascend to the next level in our mind and soul
The search for stability and happiness is a pure illusion
Which we always hope to achieve in our existence.
Esther Racah
