Lost in the desert of my mind
Wandering nowhere
In the incertitude of the night
Time is defeating me silently
I am keeping myself silent and invisible right now
Like a quiet breeze coming from the sea
Every instant is a lifetime
I need something that pushes me to the edges of my sanity
Being stuck like a sailboat on a pond
On a misty day in a dreary autumn
I am perpetually lost in the desert of my mind
Detached from the realm around me
I can finally fall into the deepest and deadliest dream of my life
Careless about pains and death
Being aware of the chance of human misery loss.
Esther Elizabeth Racah