Something I Will Never Tell You
Something I will never tell you
Because you are gone
No possibility for a goodbye
Now that it is too late after a year
Now that I’m still unable to talk about it
Being still in shock
Only some tear can save me
Despair and sadness fill my soul and mind
There is nothing to be done
By now that you have gone
Away somewhere I will never know
Things I will never tell you
They will remain inside of me
In the silent chest of my soul
Only some spare word
And a solitude tone
Faraway in the distant sky
Among the stars, my thoughts are
Despair gives way to acceptance
Missing your presence
Every passing day
Something I will never tell you
In a game of memories and regrets
An elegy dedicated to you
Hoping you will read it
From wherever you are now.
Esther Racah