Tag: deceptions

  • The Screech Of Indifference

    The Screech Of Indifference

    The Screech Of Indifference

    The screech of indifference
    The invisible shape of disillusions
    When the caducity of time and entities
    Fall into a throb of hope
    Whilst incorporeal feelings
    Are bent by gusts of distress.

    A deprivation of emotions alters
    Transforming into a blaze of greed and obsession
    The death of illusions breaks the artifice of existence
    Similar to a dream melting into a vortex of torments.

    Decay and ineptitude overcome
    Once the tremor of mediocrity
    Obliterate every sparkle of sublimity
    And silent wretchedness tarnishes every edge
    In the infinite ocean of longings.

    The screech of indifference
    In a state of desertion of the souls
    Longings of burning deceptions
    A surreal and imaginary mystery
    Surrounded by hideous monstrosities.

    Limping shards of a lost whisper
    Disguise in the shadow of an instant
    A gathering of wonders and desires seizes endless anguishes
    When reminiscences dissolve in the ethereal.

    The intangible world of the ideas
    Collapses in the dreary chasm of the metaphysical
    The hesitation of a glimpse of a dream
    Disappears in a hidden spoil of eternal emptiness.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • Running After Illusions

    Running After Illusions

    Running After Illusions

    Running after illusions
    Being unable to cease to dream
    Falling into the trap of deceptions
    My life is a simulated existence
    I feed myself of illusions
    I don’t want to see the reality as it exists
    Running after the madness of poetry
    And hiding there
    My secret flower garden
    My dark safe haven
    Where all my dreams are real
    And where nobody can find me
    Because I like to hide and become invisible
    Becoming the spoils of a ghost that doesn’t exist anymore
    Losing myself in the labyrinth of the obliviousness
    After all, I am only the projection of a dream
    Being not real.
    Esther Elizabeth Racah

  • Deceptions

    Deceptions

    Deceptions

    With time my dreams became deceptions
    With time my hopes became deceptions
    A bright hallucination became a dark image of delusions
    Hopes fell like raindrops
    Creating a lake of despair and self-deception
    Being dreams the illusions we live in
    To overcome a spoiled reality
    Which is much too corrupted
    The clouds in my minds protect me and make me feel free
    I can fly away and pretend not to be myself anymore
    All the pains, the grudges, the disillusion, the deceptions disappear
    I become invisible
    I become infinite
    And I’m one of the trillions of stars in the universe
    Where no envy, no violence, no hatred, no discrimination are allowed to exist
    I want to forget and be merry
    I want to celebrate life and be cheery
    As my past sank into the abyss of the oblivion
    Dark is the night without dreams
    Dreams are my candles when I walk in the dark forest of the desolate fears
    I want to empty my mind and shake away all the obscene memories
    And the cold rain would wash away all the past crimson shames
    My shadow is the only material remnant of myself
    I’m made of passions and poetry
    And my love is sealed into my words which I scatter in my verses
    Nothing matters but the brightness of my soul
    Once it is free from the yoke of the pain addiction
    Deceptions are in my mind and my body
    They left their imprints all over my skin.
    Esther Racah

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