A fearful doom dominated all over the obliviousness
Hesitation and fear trapped every instant of hope
Oppression and distress of an airtight fate of forgotten dreams
Hopeless unconsciousness descended over an ocean of nightmares
In a rigid embrace of the blackness of night and an absolute silence
An appalling and intolerable imagination deprived the sense of beauty and longings
The realm of the nethermost nothingness bloomed like a garden of black roses
Mystery of an unknown doom was kept secreted in hidden treasure chests
Senseless visions of a forgotten past in a numberless darkness
Slumbers appeared in worlds of phantasms and reveries
The gloominess overspread the Earth with plumes of horror
The emptiness glared a solitary vision of oppressed dreams
The overshadowing wings hovered above downtrodden delusions
The icy abyss of the infinite surrounded every single hope
Desolate sorrows melted in a bewildered perplexity
The absolute abeyance of infinite distress faded in the perpetual glare of obscurity
Struggles in a world of deafening sounds tore the souls
The Void resounded as an echo of disturbing screams
The chilliness of an endless night arose in the midst of tumultuous phantasies
Idleness prevailed, and an indefinite sense of existence emerged from a torpid uneasiness
An apathetic endurance of anguish and pain disappeared in quiescence
The danger of spectral ideas sunk into dark despair
Agony resounded throughout the ethereal realm of the night
A seal of dizziness was stranded in a dauntless happiness
Every eccentric and august desire became pure magnificence
A creation of an empire of senses and impulses might have fallen in despair
The grief of folly and improvisation overwhelmed every beauty and voluptuousness
Dull and monotonous time ticked with loud sounds
Grotesque boldness was glaring like glitters at the sun
A multitude of dreams writhed in an echo of invisibility
The weird fate of missing fanciful passions hides behind a gloomy revenge for lost memories.
Esther Elizabeth Racah
Tag: fearful
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A Fearful Doom
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Blissful Anguish In The Daily Light
Blissful anguish in the daily light
Waiting no longer
Life seems like a dream that will break
Many things belonging to love always end
From a life filled with sorrow and bliss
Time ended everything
And happiness faded away
How could I feel hope and fear without a soul
Being my heart a fragment of despair and desire
Coping the frightful pain stabbing my soul
When I stare at my reflection on a white wall
As it would be another me waiting for my endBlissful anguish in the daily light
The silent darkness is whispering secrets
I’m mute because that is how I live
Invisible and speechless
As a constant ghost would check my state of mind
I might be fearful, but I am not
My soul has never seen the present
Being bonded between the past and the future
Its arrival and its flow
It shall lead to new things to come
Hope begins once again
Until it is crushed into piecesBlissful anguish in the daily light
The truth does not halt in the fall
I live with wonder
When there is no need to hide
Love might give eternal light
Existence becomes free of grace
And everything becomes blind
My thoughts glow above my eyes
In a perpetual chase for limited emotions
My mind’s endless glare overcomes me again
In every moment, a life is born
A beauty that will beBlissful anguish in the daily light
Losing parts of myself
The hushed tears of misery
So brave and free is my mind
I dare not make a new choice
For without any joy
Life is powerful as truth
When a heart is full of sorrow
And sorrow goes with it
Then the soul can be sensed within it
A sorrowful bliss and unexpected transformation flow down through the darkness
In dreams, I never die for
Until I stand there all alone.
Esther Elizabeth Racah