Gloomy delights in the mist were wandering on the waves of the ocean of dreams while veiled in clouds and lost in the gleaming tinges of the sky
Expectations mingled with delusions whenever sorrow overwhelmed anger
Extravagant treasures of knowledge illuminated the realm of beauty and truth
Impressions of delight were obliterated by melancholy
Boundless hopes embraced enthusiasm whenever regret would tear down the veil of bliss and joy
Magnificent decay of lost dreams and delightful glimpses of sorrow were forever forsaken by the ghosts of darkness
The stars trembled through the aether, and darkness obscured every mirror of light
A lingering sublime stillness of the night awakened a twilight melancholy
Distress and disillusionment cast away every speck of happiness and illusion
Folly and vice obliterated every knowledge and wisdom
Vacant and hollow anguishes sought refuge in a languid idleness
The dimness of misery confined dreary castles built with displeasures and fears
Raindrops fell like tears on the sleek and reflective cover of treasure chests
Solitude increased among the gloom of lost desires, and silent dusks overshadowed the first gleam of nightmares
Shadows of twilight resigned from the tumultuous nothingness
Shades of sorrow fell upon the valleys of vanity and delight
Mystic delights from distant obscurities died away in a solemn stillness
Spells of whimsical fluctuations were enchanted by sparkling luminaries
Dismal glimmers disappeared into the pale blue light of the night
Languors of regret were overwhelmed by delirious delusions
Wishes and hopes were annihilated by despair, and frail longings loomed every peaceful surrender
Faraway from the realm of inessential naiveness, sighs echoed through the pure aether of beauty and sublimity
The scent of truth was sealed into a crystal chest of humbleness and honesty, to never be disclosed to undesirable and ominous ghouls whenever the moonlit whispers unveiled the garden’s secrets.
Esther Elizabeth Racah
Tag: gloomy
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Gloomy Delights
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Haunted Passions
Haunted passions in the sleepless winter nights became lost dreams of perennial fears
Beloved longings of past betrayals turned into inscriptions of forced beliefs
When darkness and light were unified, a coveted impossibility haunted passions and expectations
While a storm of indifference swept away every hope and fervor
In the most remote time of existence, the nightmares obliged the darkness to prevail
As soon as the obliviousness pretended to be defeated by the obsession of unsteady luminaries
Nevermore would have happened a blissful vision of enchanted eagernesses
Unlimited hopes glimmered like perpetual stars fixed upon a phantasmagorical firmament made of delusional fantasies
Hallucinations would have invited a whirlwind of misconceptions and deceptions
Vague impressions of a futile transformation failed to bear unbound fears
Unrestrained dreads of constant abandonment fell into astonishment
Silence became the ruler in the infinity, where time was annihilated
And overwhelmed dreams lost every connection with the intemperance
Torpor and mendacity overwhelmed every good deed
Fatal was the minacious grief in the garden of nightmares and anguish
Shady aversions obliterated unknown fates
Mysterious whims of idylls and kisses were swallowed by pretentious discouragements
Loneliness and disillusionment welcomed an apathy of senses
Insensible impatience could not have lifted the weight of impertinence
Following time run under the mysterious echo of haunted passions
Evocative ephemeral realms of darkness and slumber advanced in their quest for decay and dismay
Smothered anguish was ensnared by the gloominess of oblivion
Labyrinths of darkness were shaken by blasts of irrefutable anger and disdain
The agony of despair concealed every cloud of merriment and delight
The audacity of blissful hopes perished under the resilient cynicism of sarcasm
Whenever the nightmares shined bright under the shadow of the emptiness
And every wish altered into a portal of discontent and deception
Until the very last speck of regret.
Esther Elizabeth Racah -
Falling Into The Void
Falling into the void of memories
Whenever time never desists to stop
Painful remembrances were cherished in vain
Not far from troubles and knowledge
While hopes were never taken for granted
Loss and grief would become constant companions in dreams
Lifeless awareness was a futile distress
Expectations never lasted perpetually
In a mournful illusion of despotic betrayal
Stupor seized thoughts under weeping clouds of solitude
The obstinate bitterness of doubts overwhelmed every naive enthusiasm
Tainted was the consciousness of the imagination
Only a silent decay would have amended all the forsaken desires
Wonder subsided to indignation
Dismay and contempt grieved at the loss of trust
Shallow vanity buried every capability of logical reasoning
Desires lost their grip over embedded prejudices
The oppression of distressing impressions defeated the consciousness
When the dark night extinguished every orientation of joy and sorrow
Regret and fears would not weaken their deafening blares
Until the eternal luminaries would have been concealed and their ethereal flames smothered
An unfortunate fate of deception misled graceful longings and blisses
Amidst a labyrinth of memories, time lasted relentlessly
Sorrowful remembrances clung to forlorn misfortunes
Fragile wishes entwined with impermanence
A silent realm of slumber and an ephemeral mist of distress became tragic illusions
A despotic betrayal and stupor reigned beneath weeping clouds of solitude
Tainted imagination disintegrated forsaken desires
Marvel was subdued by the grip of indignation in an echoing silence
Dismay and honesty faded away as vanity prevailed in the certitude of fame
Suspense darkened every contemplation, generating every fear
Celestial luminaries vanished, and their ethereal flames ceased to flutter
Mirrors of regret deceived longings and dreams, casting them into the void.
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Gloomy Shadows
Gloomy shadows descended over the quietness of the dusk
A silvery and ethereal smoke met a sorrowful oblivion
Despair and grief conjured against every shard of bliss
Melancholy would have been the gift and cure for anguish and woes
A rain of misery and dismay flooded the gardens of hope
Obscurity was a relief to painful ideas and thoughts
Although, oftentimes, the amusement was found in gloomy shadows
Stormy skies full of clouds could not prevent the stars from brightening in their splendor
Nothingness was the shade of distresses
Whilst sighs of tainted dreams overshadowed the immensity of the obscurity
The abyss of sublimity wept tears of gems and gold
Silent sobs disclosed the imperturbable infinity
An ocean of illusions and lost desires sought to amuse a soft slumber
Dismal tales full of melancholy reveries embraced pain and sorrow
Restless nights of torment would have sobbed infinite tears of distress until the mildness of the darkness faded away
Late was the slow ticking of time for broken secrets once locked in the doom of an oath
Languid torpor made the fears and concerns melt into the dust of stars
A cloudiness firmament was the witness of chaotic destructions
Where a transcendental sublimity was shattered into invisible pieces
Tumults of delight grew pale, and fainted in the dark
Smashed glasses of expectation were obliterated by a gelid wind of disappointment
infinite waiting in the abyss of dark clouds
Forsaken words might have been turned into dust like grumbles of delusions
Illusive nonsense paved the way for slander and deception
A descent into obliviousness and chaotic envy led to a seclusion of senses
Absent remembrances were clouded with endless sorrow and cruel disdain
Melancholy reflections threw sadness on every delightful bliss
Until nothing could remain but distress
And nevermore would an everlasting longing have been blamed for a twisted utopian idyll.
Esther Elizabeth Racah -
A Gloomy Sorrow
A gloomy sorrow
A gentle grief
In a world made of pride
The soul will never win
It seems as if no one can be able to love and dreams
Patience and happiness are rare gifts to be obtained with pain
When only desire can find peace
I used to learn my true emotions of mine
The wisdom becomes a bliss
Truth is hidden everywhere
Everything on earth comes to an endA gloomy sorrow sweet for all the hours
At the sound of the darkness spinning around the night
Few faint glistening hopes find their way through the abyss of dismay
It would be a joy to love my heart
But sorrow comes from a long time ago
And yet, in life, a great beauty shines
Time does arrive travelling with no destination
My soul had forgotten words
A little fear becomes mine
And my soul is full of painA gloomy sorrow of loneliness
The soul is smiling during the day
In vain, a million feelings were meant to die
Whole memories belonging to me
Happiness is born to die
Tomorrow a great fate could last forever
A treasure to be kept
While the future loses its feelings
Bliss would hide in a place beyond eternity
Being confined and helpless
Sobbing in a restless nightA gloomy sorrow
When the memories were never the same
A dull despair and delight
Life and death
Far away from my mind and thoughts
The light and shades of my soul shine
When the eyes are dark and cold
The flames of hope grow fast
Every time I write, a little dream manifests
Like a rose into the breath of the universe
When they call my name, I striveA gloomy sorrow in the night
Longing to be seen
But a heavy cold sadness falls down
A white sun of light is glowing
And every ray of sunshine has blossomed from every side
Just as soon as the clouds fly through the air
The beauty of joy crosses the whole world
Heavy thoughts have drifted into my soul
The remembrance of a distant way I have travelled
I feel a longing to comfort my thoughts
I shall be loved by my anguish and wait no longer.
Esther Elizabeth Racah -
A Shattered Mirror
A shattered mirror on the door
I am not so happy
As I’m afraid
I know
My life is in despair
And I want to think
Yet alone
So many beautiful feelings
The day does not fade in silence
On the night that was coming
So deep inside of meA shattered mirror
All life’s dreams are lost
A fantasy about sadness and rewards
Forever thought
The time has been lost and has vanished away
Nothing may end
starting another life
Making a way out of happiness
Grasping another thoughtless truth
I can’t see how I feelA shattered mirror with no name
I look towards the dreams
When I was not there
A stable cold summer breeze
It seemed to shine as it gazed at my long chocolate-brown hair
When the nights were senseless, I was covered in bliss
And the clock was far and dark
My hopes were nothing anymore
Feelingless tears were gone inside of dreams
A lonely and silent night with empty dreams
Loud were my hallucinations, like multiple images of sorrowA shattered mirror flows through my dream line
A picture is found again
I cannot see my reflection
Birds are silent as they can’t breath
The breeze through the water runs away to some space
Flying over life with no desires or pleasures
The terror of thinking makes me gasp
Now there was none
Only a single cloud in the dim night
The beauty of carved and gloomy trees
I’ve never appeared to be forgottenA shattered mirror
Like a ghost with a broken smile
My questions have no experience
A single cry sank into the silence
Hoping for new visions of eternity
I cannot see through my thoughts
I’m lonely, and I dream
Staring at my reflection in a broken mirror
Looking for myself with no speech
Striving to carry the wind
making sure that I’m still existing.
Esther Elizabeth Racah -
An Apathetic Wonder
An apathetic wonder at the sight of all the future catastrophes
A meaningful fear traps me and pulls me into the abyss of obscurity
Ghosts and spectres are my eager companions
Being in many places in one day
Travelling time quickly in a preternatural form
A glare of light and fire pretended to scare me
Everything was a dream of a vision
And suddenly, the present night appears
No more complaints when the world would outcastAn apathetic wonder like a golden morning candle
For another cold scent of winter
When the rain does not stop pouring on the streets
In the heat
And my blood is frozen like the winter snow
The beautiful colours of stars become flowers
All of a sudden
A mystery which never existed has been the truth on earth
Trying to forget distasteful memoriesAn apathetic wonder of the sky
Every time a desire becomes complex
Every moment of happiness and sorrow
It cannot happen again
An opportunity for the mind
Incurable wounds of the soul
Nothing but excellent astonishments
The water is everywhere, coming from the blue
Creating a vast ocean of tears and sighsAn apathetic wonder
Being busy living within my soul
Those ancient memories
From every place of my mind
Passing along with my own dreams
The sky is pure and dark
A lovely gloomy air
Where I cannot perceive any colour or sound
During an infinite journey in my subconsciousAn apathetic wonder in a light storm
Winged like nothing else
My words fly away
Toward a remote invisible place
Where every kind of bliss and pain was dwelling
Once the sun was gone
As a gilded sign of merriment
And red roses were made of silver and gold
My heart could not beat anymore in delight
Because my dreams were open doors.
Esther Elizabeth Racah -
A Comfortless Dreary Sky
A comfortless dreary sky
A terrific and beautiful tempest
Made of anguishes and broken dreams
Once they belonged to the realm of quests and stupor
But interrupted in the very moment of truth and beauty
To become fragments of a whole nightmare
In the abyss of ineptitude and betrayal
I might question the night about my future
It may come in fanfare sounds and sparkling obscurity
Obscenity and banality don’t belong to my realm
Maybe it is the case I change my windows in front of a sarcastic landscape
Who could enquire what is real?
So many fragile lies built under the shape of a high castle
Not visible anymore
Relying on the benefit of the doubt too many times
I decided to move to another world
Obsession for knowledge
And the dominion of words and imaginary scenarios
The obliteration of ignominious dreams in the darkness
Dreaming is like breathingA comfortless dreary sky
A misty veil of rain and storm
A sublime ecstasy of a soothing slumber
In an obscure realm of illusions and dismay
Amidst a very midst of a dim sea
The sun seems to glare through the gloomy clouds
Cold darkness in existence with no thoughts or wisdom
It abides only bliss beyond reality
In a universe that is getting apart
Whenever a dream reveals its mysteries from nothing
The eternity of time is too far from the truth
And brightness abides among the grey stars in the skies
Greeting every emotion in vain
My only place to be is with sorrows
Which are no longer lies
My heart became sweet as the snow
My dark path conducts me to the loneliest room
With gentle solitude and no comfort or rest
Once the mystery of each star is disclosed
A slight wind of fear will blow inside my soul.
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A Timeless Emptiness
A timeless emptiness
Out of vision and fear
Afternoon and Midnight
The sun hides in the woods
Sitting still while listening to the wind through the leaves
Like a surreal vision
Words inside of me shine gloomy
In the unseen world of emotions
Feelings have a hidden beauty
Secret and powerful
Like an icy sea of trees
A breath thriving into a silent voice
A perfect sight of unhappinessA timeless emptiness
A sense of being alive and unified
Like beautiful words scattered in the void
I’m a part of my own universe
And I love to make the world feel everything I might grant
So many times with no fear
Very dearly with love for creation
Whenever light grab the truth
Long moments ago
With joy and hope
And a bliss without any delight in mind
Never realised until love does, it feel like flowersA timeless emptiness
May surely live, that ever was found
In reality
Dreams become devoted vows
Which are made of stained beliefs
In a heart filled with everything that could become alive and dead
Remembering all the time to believe and untrust
An eternity that will cease
Whenever life is meant to end
And death becomes true
Like a nightmare finalised
Though no reality should be conceded
In an artwork built from farse and betrayalA timeless emptiness
Like an unquenchable fire
Burning the soul until its extinction
In the unawareness of a feeling of unconsciousness
Understanding that nothing will end but will only transform
Something too big to be caught
My thoughts build my life
With no beginnings and no ends
My heart is at the edges of the intelligible
Where there is no shadow and shine
A reflection of dark feelings and empty senses
Building a ghost island within the soul
And I lie senseless in unwavering dismay.
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The Echo Of A Broken Dream
The echo of a broken dream
Is the sky’s vast light
Which is rising in winter’s rain
From the flight of little birds
A song to drink and dance
It can be heard faraway
Thinking about time and failure
So short life to regret
Unending and unlimited endeavours for life’s delight
When dreams come
What might be lost could be found
But long is the path of mistakes and struggles
Never well-known enough to prevent distress and anguish
In sleepless nights something and nothing has been revealed
It always began the creation
Destroying and creating
By chance and love
Like no more devotion would be granted like before
Each thought of desire would be loyal and engraved
Reading the infinite source of darkness
And still enjoying every strive and pang
In the hope of living inside an untamed soul
Never like before
It would become a gloomy and arduous heartThe echo of a broken dream
The sea of darkness is blasting
Now that the night has come
Harkening to the wind
Whenever the wildness of the sea is fearless and indomitable
The fallen souls have drifted into a slumber time
Sighing along the cliff of the abyss
Never seen to this day what it might not be quested
A beautiful forsaken tale would be a lavish obscure dream
A wonder and a marvel
Sunken down into a remote universe
Since the eternity
It has always been there for me
And always will be
With no guesses or questions about life
I fell down into the chasm of the time
When it is believed to cast away the darkness and shadows
With the loss of eternity
Whilst everything was bound together inside a hidden and blissful oasis
Every kind of dream was being offered like some joyful lie
Sweet like poison and bitter like truth
Like those revelations that will never be disclosed
And desires would be offered as secret snaresThe echo of a broken dream
Which lived forever in the abysm of the sea
And was made of divine light
New eternal dimensions are recreated
The vision of a single and lonely night
The world would start all over again and again
Until all the clouds of darkness would end
And the wonders of harmony and hymns would be created
The world’s clout will last forever
Truly and devotedly
Days depart and perish
Every longing will convey a new route of deception and authenticity
Change delivers wisdom in the everlastingness
When only one new lifetime is allowed to become true
Love is death, love is untamed, love is betrayal, and love is life
Being trapped in a new belief
Acting to set free every uncoveted desire inside the soul
And wishing to find a place in the universe
If everything could materialise in an abode with faithful devotion
There would be only bliss and an ever-lasting delight in life
Certitude and suspicion could obliterate each other
Probity and passion would be devoted eternallyThe echo of a broken dream
Stalled so perfectly in my mind and once more disappeared
As forgotten for ages
Such a feeling of authentic dismay
I disclosed the evening
Lingering for darkness and nightmares
A soft touch of sharp thorns
Although pain and tears could flood my heart
So many times
I have been destined
And magnificence would be a journey of delight and bliss
Nothing else
After my soul wandered lost in torment and misery
With no more passion
Dreaming that in a swoon
My heart would always glow
Not at all because of pleasure
But striving to return to its primordial harmony.
Esther Elizabeth Racah